I think this is a story to tell my kids if I end up marrying him, the nightmare with dad, mom. But sadly it's a memory, it's happened. Someday I will wrinkle, age an my children are my legacy.
My story.
My ego.
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I don't think he gets picked on because of his star quality but he's actually quite normal looking. I don't really call this cute but like a battle to get custody of me, it's not just him it's my friend's to fighting over me.
Very odd, but he has a heart. The way we met isn't normal, very mystical and original. I don't regret him but the malice, the annoyance of trying to find me actually revealed me, karma comes into place of trying to hide me or just people rejecting me.
A walking disaster, but worth the loyalty and the wait. More like “ war”, living a nightmare just to get close to each other. This guy was my high school crush, but has that star quality to him. He's actually quite unique in some weird way he's exactly the opposite to me. Pretty confident, I'm not. I'm more camera shy, he's more of a dare devil. His morals aren't so great, but he's not locked up like how I am raised. I come from a serious minded strict family. An..well with him he left school kinda early, was able to grow with friends, live on its own at such an early age. He's not neglected, like how I am. I'm pretty insecure, attached to myself. He's more secure with his body then I am, doesn't worry so much with looks at least like how I am.
Hi everybody! I have been looking at posts on narcs and narc abuse on here and if has really helped me out a lot. I am currently struggling with my situation and need some advice/support.
I met a narc last year, everything seemed to good to be true. Love bombing, always texting calling and taking me on dates. Everything changed when someone warned me about him out in public in front of him and who he is. This caused a conflict with us and the love bombing seized.
he would tell me that everything is okay and i can come and talk. He would set a time limit on me and kick me out after that.
he would then text me like everything was fine and we hung out again and after that he completely ghosted me for one week. He came back and texted me a week later laughing about the ghosting and acting like nothing had happened.
he continued to text me ( not like in the beginning) make plans with me, then on the day of the plans he would just ghost me. One day he would act interested the next silence.
i contacted him a month later and he acted like nothing happened. He was on a vacation and sent me a picture of another woman ( someone he allegedly met on the trip) to strike a reaction but i never gave him one. After the trip he came to my place and was extremely rude, accusing me of going on dates with a bunch of men. The next day he accused me of being an alcoholic and that he wanted nothing to do with me but said well maybe we can be "friends" then ghosted me
i assumed at this point it was over and i would never hear from him again. He contacted me on the holiday a month later acting like everything was great. We ended up hanging out a month or so later and when we hung out it went well, i thought things were going in the right direction.
after we hung out.. silence. I would try to text him and if he replied it would be very short then he just stopped replying. He ghosted me for almost three months. I thought he was done this time and of course he popped up again like nothing happened. At this point i was getting sick of if so i questioned him as to why he dissapeared and always does this. Of course he had some sob story about a injury and family member dying of cancer. I felt pity for him and he gave me an apology.. so i took him back stupidly.
things seemed to be going smooth for a couple months, of course until his family member died and his injury got better he never contacted me and was distant. Menawhile, i was there for him during the difficult time for him. He lied to me about the funeral and never wanted to chat. I was chasing him and he would always claim nothing was wrong but when i said i thought he used me when he was down he could not handle it and would always tell me he didnt care and to go away. I would get so upset i would try texting him to work it out he would barelt respond and if he did he would not be nice about it.
we did hang out a couple times after that, he would ignore me after. One day i was like hey i think you are seeing someone else, and i was like well ixam seeing someone so no problem if you are he said " buy bye good luck with your new guy stop contacting me" i was devastated and tried to get into contact with him for weeks then i just gave up and accepted it was over. He ended up contacting me a month later acting like everything was fine. He wanted to go out and have drinks i told him i would. He and i both seemed to have a great time. He ends up ignoring me again. I kept texting him trying to figure out what was wrong. He kept saying everything was fine and i said ok can we hang out again? He said maybe i was like why? He just kept saying maybe …
our last conversation we had… i said what is wrong ? He said nothing is wrong everything is fine. I asked him why he keeps saying maybe. He said " maybe but i dont want to see you right now" i said why? He saix " im just not feeling it, if i wanted to date i would" i said why did you contact me less then a week ago wanting to go out? He said i didnt.. even though he did. So i said should i just move on or what? He said whatever you want to do. So i said that he was really confusing me and asked him if he had anything more to say before i move on? My messages were turning green so i panicked he blocked me and reacted irrationally. I said " omg did you block me? My messages are not going through. Even texted him on my work phone asking what was up. And called him twice ( please dont judge me i know it is pathetic i never was this type of girl before him) so he replied and said " Ok I'll block you now" then immedietly blocked me. He has never blocked me before since I have met him he will just ghost. Is this ths final discard aka " grand finale? Did i just push him too far?
this has upset me so much its hard to even function.
Love is crazy, but some people are jealous and don't want you to fall in love or be in love.
I don't know..he's someone I would never date when I was younger but ended up with someone like this, has a different opinion. He's not a stuck up rock star like most groupies would see or using me for sex.
I would say the best relationship is when 2 people are able to understand each other, be affectionate with being physical, being mushy to each other, has the same interest that excels . I think being able to love someone , grow is part of growing old, dying with.
While wearing high heels and walking heel to toe, when the toe box hit the floor there is a noise. How do I keep the noise just for the heel?
Love,
But yea.. finding love isn't easy, but once you find it I suggest fighting for it, winning it. That's of you believe there's a chance where you think it's mutual, well deserving.
He keeps me calm when I'm angry, upset through the third eye. I have a tough time being realistic, acceptance to not wanting to believe in dying, other reasons that make me resentful. He's very knowledgeable as if he's reading my feelings without using a fortune teller which is nice. Sometimes I have nothing to say because he already said something similar to what I just said. The softness, kindness is nice when I'm grieving.
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He's kinda loud, drama. I don't really like drama, I like it discreet, quiet. I'm not after his body or his fame, money but I see the groupies , the vulgar talk, the value of why he's kinda a jerk inward. He's not a jerk to me, which is good. I'm able to work through his imperfections, I guess. He's kinda a jerk, I guess. I'm not a jerk, I'm actually well liked by many because of my modesty, kindness and being therapeutic to my friends.
Angela
I think most people break up because the tempermant isn't good, the brain doesn't click. The interests don't wow me, I've become bored or dislike what my interests are. I think some people may not be acting them self, are changing them self to keep a partner interested. Instead of just being observing, listening and then deciding if this is someone I can be with.
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Most people ignore me, tell me to stop whining when I'm hurting inside. It's good so far, I just have no idea where this will lead but he was my childhood crush, just in a celebrity outlook that I could never have, reach. Not someone to take advantage of but just odd.. but it does happen. A popular person falling for a nerd who isn't well liked that gets picked on easily.
He's pretty impulsive, I'm not. His artistic perfection isn't really good but I love how he's able to succeed without worry so much about his guitar tabs. I on the other hand is more neat, detailed an serious minded with work. He's got a good sense of humor, a bad sarcastic sense of humor. The feeling outlook isn't so good, neither is his love life. I don't think he's ever been in love before, neither have I. Pretty ignorant to the civilian life, but at least he knows about musical stuff, executive stuff. I've been retail most of my life but the kindness is real, I'm modest. He's modest too.. but a little outspoken in person. I'm kinda shy, not willing to open up to strangers.
